Got Any Ice Trays?
Leaving my driveway this morning, I looked over into the yard and
thought, “We sure do need some mulch.”
Then this thought followed, “Why
do you have needs when I paid for all your needs?”
I knew instantly this was the
Spirit of God speaking to me from within my spirit. So I continue down the road listening and
thinking.
I thought of Psalm 130 and started recalling what it said. “Bless the
Lord, Oh my soul and all that is within me bless His holy name. Bless the Lord, oh my soul and forget not all
His benefits.”
Yes, His benefits included my needs.
He became poor that I might become rich. (2 Corinthians 8:9). Then, Psalm 23 followed, “The Lord is my
Shepherd, I shall not want.”
Well, if all this is true and it is true because the Word of God is
true. He is not a God that He should
lie. (Numbers 23:10). Then, I was missing God’s plan for my
life.
I said to the Lord, “Lord, I’m missing it by having lack, by needing
things.”
And I immediately saw in my mind several other things around the
property that were broken and needed replacing. So I repented.
I confessed to the Lord, “Lord,
I haven’t obeyed Your Word and acted in faith to receive what You desire for me
to have. This lack is my lack of faith
in action. You are faithful and just to
cleanse me of all unrighteousness” (I John 1:9).
Then, I saw an image in my mind.
It was an empty ice tray. I could
see myself take it to the sink to fill it with water. I watched the water flow into each of the
empty ice cube spaces and a little ran down the middle and into the sink. But most of the water flowed from one space
to the next filling it up. Then when
each space was filled, the water gushed over the sides until I turned off the
faucet.
Then the Lord reminded me of notes from Pastor Nate’s sermon that I had
been meditating on , “Push through until the Word not only flows to us but
THROUGH us!”
The Lord said, “Every empty space in your ice tray is lack. When I flow something into your life, that
need sucks up the supply. There is very
little that can trickle out to others. “
Then I heard these words that arrested my heart, “As long as there is
need your life, I can’t flow My supply through you to others. “
I know I’m responsible for appropriating my needs. When I don’t use my faith to receive what God
has for me then I’m stopping the flow through me to others. That’s God’s desire for me and it’s my desire
too.
There was no condemnation in this exchange. Instead, there was revelation, correction,
and direction. I saw lack as evil, exactly what it is. I saw my inattention to believing God for
even the small things as sin--missing the mark.
This little thing was keeping me from being a channel of blessing to
others. Now, that’s a big deal!
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